“ I’m all alone” I saw this in an advertisement and immediately thought of my wife and a sadness overcame me. I know that she will eventually over come the whole thing, she has gone through several death’s in her family. It is not of that part that I speak of but of the love that has bound us together. How will she deal with that void, the solitude, the emptiness. The mere thought of it is enough to bring me to tears. I don’t want to leave my love yet I am powerless to change things. There is nothing that I can do. I could yell, scream, bitch, cry and it won’t change anything.
To comfort each other at this time is all I can do. To share the time that is left to us. To continue our love till it slips into eternity. There it shall merge as one and continue throughout eternity. Till we meet again my love, till we meet again.
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I know where you are coming from. It is difficult and I wish I could be more help. I’ve read your other blog posts and it breaks my heart so much. i wish i could be there for you and your family.
Hunter, have you considered the Cancer treatment Centers of America? My oncologist told me right from the beginning that my cancer was not curable and that I would be in chemo the rest of my life, so when you told me you had finished yours, I was leery as to why, well now I know, but I still think they could give you a fighting chance. They have stopped the chemo because it wasn’t doing any good or was there another reason given? have you looked for another opinion? I know you are a fighter like me so please do not give up!